Ku melihat ada tenda biru
Dihiasi indahnya janur kuning
Hati bertanya pernikahan siapa
Tak percaya tapi ini terjadi
Kau bersanding duduk di pelaminan
Airmata jatuh tak tertahankan
Kau khianati cinta suci ini
Tanpa undangan , Diriku kau lupakan
Tanpa utusan . . . Diriku kau tinggalkan
Tanpa bicara . . . Kau buat ku kecewa
Tanpa berdosa . . . Kau buatku merana
Ku tak percaya . . . Dirimu tega
Nodai cinta . . . Khianati cinta
dnt know y but this song becoming my theme song for dis month or myb for another 4months...rite now dnt know how to express my feeling...sume bcampur aduk...i think for most girls out there will feel very2 disapointed, frustated,extremely sad. like want to cry golek2 but for me..its like nothing to cry over..well, everyone pernah putus cinta n everyone has their own xperience through all dis..tp apa yg mmberi kekuatan pdku hanyalah kata-kata "kita akan tetap sayangkan seseorang tu sampai bila-bila w/pun dia akan lupakan kita krn kita akn perolehi kebaikan di atas ksh syg itu"...well, that the azimat yg ku pegang sehingga ke hari ini. dan ditambah pula dgn cerita garuda frm my housemate n kisah c-la dgn kekasihnya yg turut give me strength for all dis...however, i still cant face the truth n im trying to accept and adopt the reality into my life..
Well its like being stab by someone....mula-mula mndapat khabar duka cita ini, aku xmampu bkata2, 'adi nk kawen bln 6 ni...buat serentak dgn adik dia-hajar'....suddenly terkesima, tpaku,terkelu skjap..dunia jadi gelap,no words..speechless...hanya mengimbau segala kenangan bsama n all those sms dat ive got from him..thinking dat how dare he's doing dis to me...rsa mcm dipermainkan dgn perkataan2 syg and so on..hahaha damn im blind b4..well, bila difikir2kan apelah sgt our memories yg blh remain until now wlpun 3thn we spent our time, so ive decided to take it easy n blagak mcm nothing happen..suddenly i realise ianya agak sukar..n myb it takes time to put all the memories away...inilah risk yg ive to take bila mnjadi pencinta n mencinta...so, for u Ihmal Hadi b Ibrahim, its over....n inilah hakikat yg i perlu accept...he's gonna b someone's husband n he's gonna left...for him yg pernah hadir n singgah dlm hati ni...terima kasih byk2 krn tlh mnjadikn diriku more mature 2day than b4 n tq for make my life wonderful in da past 3years..smoga berbahagia bsama si dia......
so once again ive to accept that im single again...waiting to love n to b love by true love....smoga diri ini diberi kekuatan n keteguhan utk melalui sgala ujian dan dugaan ini...i know myself..i am stronger....i can handle it...n again...im single!!!!!!
this is what i should do to u..
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