Wednesday, August 3, 2011

its been a while...

well, well, well..its been a while i didnt write n update myself here..huhu very da busy la...
now everything seem very different.. i rather say it frm the other side of me, n alhamdulillah it's all berkat of doa mak n abah yg xputus2 n xjemu2 dari umah..n im always reminding myself to always believe n yakin in doa, coz doa diri sendr plus doa mak n abah plus doa kwn2 plus doa org sekeliling yg menyayangi dr ni will guide me to achieve what i am today..so, mke sure xputus asa tuk terus berdoa..insya-Allah, Amin..


Right now, i need extra energy plus spirit plus support to achieve my highest point of my life..n off course after all the effort i'll put on, doa will guide n move seiring to touch the success point. Insya-Allah.

Saturday, February 5, 2011

Frm the past till now..

Today ive seen him again n again...long tme i keep it until now, i think i've made a good decision to see him..yeah n this time i didnt feel ackward but it make me realise something..i've lost my time,n i had to do something with it, my clock is thicking..n that is y he always push me everytme i see him..now i understand, thanx 4 da heart to heart talk that wake me up from my dreams all this while, yeah u are rite..ishtiqarah is the most important n doa to ask for the best..i didnt expect im thinking bout this but u're rite again, i have to n it is for my future.. no need to worry, ill work it out..n the time will cme, Insya-Allah..wateva it is, i still can count on u..thnx again for the moment..
11 years i know u, ur loving kind of heart really touched me down, u're still the same person that show ur love to everyone, thats make me proud n even adore u for ur sincere..im not sure whether ur showing off to me or its cme really frm ur heart but it make me so jealous of u...y, y u hve so kind of heart..y didnt someone else hve the x factor that u hve???the way u express it n the way u treat people,y shouldnt i be the one that u'll show ur love..damn, i really miss u like the old tme.....i'm praying for ur happiness..
And ur experience taught me to b well prepared..i hve my new task now, to grab it n show u the result..Ya Allah, gve me the strength to face it...i need guidence frm u...
well, i hope u like the present i bought for u, it is nothing to compare the love frm my heart..as long as u're happy, then ill b happy..n i like to c u happy all the time..Ya Allah, berilah kebahagian kepada dia sepertimana Kau berikan kebahagiaan kepada kekasih2mu Ya Allah..amin..
n for u....ill b always remember u as the best things that ever happen in my life, u'll always b in my heart no matter how far i go,how great i am n how long it takes..n i didnt care if u hating me after dis or give it up bcause ill always gve u my love..