Saturday, February 5, 2011

Frm the past till now..

Today ive seen him again n again...long tme i keep it until now, i think i've made a good decision to see him..yeah n this time i didnt feel ackward but it make me realise something..i've lost my time,n i had to do something with it, my clock is thicking..n that is y he always push me everytme i see him..now i understand, thanx 4 da heart to heart talk that wake me up from my dreams all this while, yeah u are rite..ishtiqarah is the most important n doa to ask for the best..i didnt expect im thinking bout this but u're rite again, i have to n it is for my future.. no need to worry, ill work it out..n the time will cme, Insya-Allah..wateva it is, i still can count on u..thnx again for the moment..
11 years i know u, ur loving kind of heart really touched me down, u're still the same person that show ur love to everyone, thats make me proud n even adore u for ur sincere..im not sure whether ur showing off to me or its cme really frm ur heart but it make me so jealous of u...y, y u hve so kind of heart..y didnt someone else hve the x factor that u hve???the way u express it n the way u treat people,y shouldnt i be the one that u'll show ur love..damn, i really miss u like the old tme.....i'm praying for ur happiness..
And ur experience taught me to b well prepared..i hve my new task now, to grab it n show u the result..Ya Allah, gve me the strength to face it...i need guidence frm u...
well, i hope u like the present i bought for u, it is nothing to compare the love frm my heart..as long as u're happy, then ill b happy..n i like to c u happy all the time..Ya Allah, berilah kebahagian kepada dia sepertimana Kau berikan kebahagiaan kepada kekasih2mu Ya Allah..amin..
n for u....ill b always remember u as the best things that ever happen in my life, u'll always b in my heart no matter how far i go,how great i am n how long it takes..n i didnt care if u hating me after dis or give it up bcause ill always gve u my love..